Remember the Time

 -in 2008 I did one year of my first miracles. Not a lot of them but I did a decent job

-the next year for a year I was slightly down. Thinking that maybe others were trying to do my miracles. I did no real ones that year

-at the end of 2009 or start of 2010. Some of my Support Home Staff were concerned for me. They thought I had looked down for some time. They wanted me to go in to the local Psych Ward maybe for a week

-I was in there more like 5 weeks. None of the time in there was tough. But a few times like thinking of the song Jagged Little Pill and one day thinking my life might be trapped always bad. Made it the worse time of my life. But that still was barely anything. I have never had a truly happy or bad time in my life

-maybe part of this was saying and setting up a worry I have. A problem will come up with my life. And more of my problems will come out. And I will have to go in to their Ward

-I think like the shape of a PITCHFORK. The Police and Health Workers especially Psych Ward Staff. On the WHOLE do a really good job. But the occasional worker doesn't care. And with a case as far bad as me. They would treat really shabbily. Their CORRUPTION / CROPS easy. Locking people in. The SPIKES on the Pitchfork. Thinking in truth they have the right to ask and no anything. Always DIGGING with a person getting treatment. And like the spikes on a Pitchfork are called TINES. Maybe it will be like this for all TIME. Even in 1000 years if things progressed. And thinking or acting as if they had concerns you're situation was bad enough they have the right to put you in their Ward. For as long as they think you need it. PITCHFORK as in POLICE and PSYCH WORK CORRUPTION. The Police's RAKES are full of CORRUPTION 

-maybe it was set up me going in that Ward in 2010 as part of this. The idea that me or others can be forced in to their Ward because they think they have the right to if they have concerns. And keep people as long as they want

-one afternoon in that Ward that time I had the idea forces were telling me if I didn't stay lying on my bed all afternoon and evening my life might be always trapped bad

-comic characters TIME TRAPPER and TERMINATOR. TRAPPED in TORMENT PERMANENTLY

-I did wind up getting up and responded by swallowing a DRAWING PIN. Like NAILS in Jesus Christ on the Cross. Like Wonder Girl's Golden Lasso. Like the New Teen Titans' base TITANS TOWER. DRAWING PIN as in DC COMICS' Jenette Kahn

-my Staff Nurse from my Support Home TRISH LONGLEY that night in the rain took me to get tests. HOLY TRINITY / WISH / Paul LONGLEY LONELY the main villain in a comic line about me like Archie Comics. I was getting water in my SHOES. Like Longley was the villain of that product. Maybe badly edited. Jesus Christ might be the key villain of Days of our Lives about me. The DRAWING PIN / CROSS / LIGHT SABRE / Anakin SKYWALKER (Darth Vader) / HOLY

-that night I was lying in bed wondering how I would cope. I glanced and saw a few cracks in the window

-suddenly I pictured in my mind two images at the same time

-an original super hero costume. Fawn over most of it. Loose fit. Black boots. And coming down from the neck on the front an upside down black bullet design. I later realized it looked like the original costumes of super-heroes Mister FANTASTIC and BRAINIAC 5 / IRANIAN. They are two GENIUS super-heroes like the Tree of KNOWLEDGE used to be where I got my miracles from

-and the super hero power to create things out of CRYSTAL / CHRIST

-at once my life turned around because I had hopes the mystical forces still had plans for me. The miracles didn't really come until 2017 in strength. But my life still turned around that night

-maybe that night in the Psych Ward in 2010 was when my Post about removing evil and suffering in space. Which I tried to do getting a lot of the US DC Comics versions of late 1970s Superman issues. When I had a lot of the stories already in the Planet and Murray Australian reprints. Maybe too when I ordered the Superman ones. That took out God, Jesus Christ and the history of Christianity from ever being real maybe in early 2010 too

-CRYSTAL as in Jesus CHRIST. FANTASTIC and BRAINIAC as in IRANIAN and forces like the ANTI-CHRIST