Lost

  -the idea a TV series created on me called Days of our Lives sets off their channel and maybe my miracles. By launching a massive volcano effecting all the joined lands

-in about 2000 I went on a 3 week trip to the US

-maybe set up to launch the super volcano under the Americas. The makers of the series could have planned me to go there for that reason

-like in Hawaii I think I imagined a comic with a lot of pages. Like what a Business Advisor had suggested

-a comic with a lot of pages. One comic with 18 stories on my characters

-that trip to the US I caught a glimpse of Days of our Lives

-by a Pool. Character Lucas Roberts is there. With flirty once super model Nicole

-he drops his swimwear to his ankles

-in Washington DC that trip I got LOST in one night at each of three Memorials or Monuments

-like large volcanoes

-I got LOST at them. Like in the dream I had of the idea of a super volcano in the Americas and maybe it being in Days of our Lives

-in my dream I thought of the idea it was a Publicity stunt like a TV series like LOST might try

-I bought a comic on that trip. Probably Superboy. The clone version of him

-the oversized comic I saw in Hawaii might say the series' volcano will be in the Americas

-I got LOST three times in one night. Like in my dream it referred to the LOST TV series

-the three white Washington DC Memorials. Maybe all of the Americas or elsewhere ruined. So people live in the copies of my home. The dream I had in 1991 of across the landscape only small white wrecked spaceships

-lately I have been noticing more and more pathetic things I have done. In a way like I go around 'lost'. Even though most might be planned by others. Or me doing them reflected by other events from my life

-I used to have a large sign up. A large CROSS with a large sign reading TAURANGA SMALLVILLE. Right by my front door

-I once tried tying a few things like a toy Superman cape to them

-in the early 1990s I heard a radio item saying in comics Superman would be doing ENVIRONMENTAL issues

-TAURANGA SMALLVILLE spelt like ENVIRONMENTAL

-putting copies of my home 'Smallville' from 'Tauranga' in each home

-and I realized people all turned on me. It was my own fault. All I had done. Far worse than others. But maybe what I did a lot of it was planned or reflections of things

-I don't like realizing the pathetic things I have done. Mostly when younger

-maybe I have been changed so I was 'LOST'

-the MEMORIALS as in MICHAEL

-Washington 'DC' as in DC Comics

-the two points I might have fallen. Getting on the Bus twice with Michael that he set up to corrupt me

-'DC' at the end of 1984. The hectic paced Crisis on Infinite Earths series

-the time in 2000 I got LOST at each of the three Memorials or Monuments

-maybe that says the massive volcano will be in the Americas

-in the dream I first thought of the idea. I thought of the line. The volcano could be like an audience getter for a TV series like Lost